Controlled Eccentricity         

Hi, there! I started this blog as a personal space to share my thoughts, experiences, and express myself   whether anyone else is reading or not. ( nobody really listens when I talk) I’m actually a highly assertive  person   who believes in nothing but  destiny ,,Ghost,spirits,God,luck & Bejan Daruvalla,(not particularly in that order)  and lives life on my own terms. I'm also philosophical, and according to my friends who presume they know me very well  I'm even quite funny. While I love planning every second of my day, my plans usually fall apart.

So,when  Friend K fired the ultimate creepy question yesterday “What do you actually write about in your blog?" Internal panic mode activated in a flash. He knows the blog exists, but thank the internet Gods, he doesn’t have the link. Having him read my inner  (you can read profound ) thoughts would be a level of weirdness I am simply not equipped to handle.

I usually just scribble random thoughts  my brain releases and immediately forget they exist.  Because I honestly  couldn’t  remember my own content, I decided to indulge in a little self-assessment. I logged in, scrolled through my posts, and... WHAT ON EARTH !

According to my own archives, I apparently sound like an intensely, beautifully miserable antique which is one minor glitch away from  breakdown & ready to dramatically collapse onto the nearest piece of furniture

Please let the record show I am not okay, but I am also  completely fine. My actual day-to-day life is a chaotic circus;  aggressively staring at faces like that of K   and losing my mind laughing at whatever nonsense happens around.

 I do not have the time or the emotional resilience  to be this absurd . The blog is just my designated trash can for random, heavy thoughts so I can clear mental space and move on. My mind is closed for maintenance and unable to pick up anything else.

To the 4 to 28.75  mysterious souls that Blog Stats claims are clicking on this page every day, I promise you, I am significantly saner  and much less nonsensical in real life. I am much more “normal”  than my internet presence suggests.

Ultimately, I am just a simple, fun (& food) loving guy trying his best at writing. Stay tuned to get to know me better!